Heaven...

on Apr 16, 2009

The Bible describes Heaven as everything perfect and good. The Image of Heaven is usually portrayed with the Golden/Pearly Gate, the streets made of gold, angels singing in praise, you know, all the good stuff.

I asked a few friends what they expect to see when they go to Heaven. Michelle pictures Heaven with streets of gold and filled with people in fellowship and singing to Jesus. My other friend, Nicole pictures Heaven the exact same way. But I asked her if there was anything in particular that she would hope to see. She told me that she hopes to see her loved ones and to walk with God.
Steph also pictures a big gate, but with silver walls and a bright fog. My sister, Abby, imagines all of these things plus mansions.

Ben and Shawntae picture it a little differently. Ben said that he sees himself sitting on a beach watching the sunset. Shawntae said that she would describe Heaven as a sunrise: Beautiful yet indescribable. She said it would be filled with extreme comfort and joy, and you would know that you have finally made it home.

But I guess I think in to it too much. Will it always be perfect? Will it be boring? Will we even need to be worried about entertainment? There's also a part in the Bible where it says that Jesus is making a special place for each of us, and waiting for our company in Heaven. Some people think that it's a special seat right next to Him. Other's think that it's a certain place in the choir.

When Don Piper died, he went to Heaven and saw a pearly gate and heard singing. But that was it before he came back to life on Earth. Maybe we do see streets of gold and hear the angels singing. And we probably do walk (or glide) through a pearly gate. But I like to think more about the special place that Jesus is making for us.

We all picture paradise differently. We all have different opinions of what is perfect. So maybe that special place that's waiting for us is what we see as paradise. And if this is true, then this is how I picture Heaven:

After walking through the pearly/golden gate, I see myself on a golden road. Instead of grass, I see clouds. I begin to walk down the golden road and after I come to the top of a hill, I see a beautiful city bursting with color and music far away. I run toward the city, and it only ends up taking me a second to reach it. I start to laugh hysterically (because I think that I will do that a lot in Heaven for some reason). I'm greeted with all of my friends and family who have left the world before me. There's singing and dancing and laughing everywhere. Jesus comes to me and we begin to talk about everything that had happenned in my life. After that, he tells me that He had just finished my special spot. I say, "Niiiice, how can I find it?" and He will probably say something like, "Just close your eyes." Once I open them, I see my own personalized paradise.

Jesus and I are standing in a huge field of grass. This grass isn't your typical Earth-grass. It's tall, and about a foot deep, and shaggy. I fall to my knees to run my hands through it, I pull at it and it never comes out of the soil. And, apparently, it's hypoallergenic grass- no breakouts! In the middle of my field, there will be a massive willow tree, with a hammock hanging from one of the limbs. I'll ask God to make some begonias and lilies sprout out of the ground. The sky is a deep purple, like storm-cloud purple, and the air is filled with a mild drizzle. But the atmosphere is warm, so it's perfect. After a few acres of beautiful grass, there will be a cliff. At the bottom of the cliff is an endless and iridescent ocean. And it won't be too cold to dive in. The time of day will always be around sundown, unless I ask God to change it to night, morning, or afternoon. Perfect. No deadlines, no exhaustion, no allergies.

But whatever type of special place we receive, it will be perfect no matter what. I hope I'll get all my questions answered, and I hope I get to talk to others, strangers or not. Ponder a bit...

Understanding God and Eternity 101

on Apr 11, 2009


We don't understand God. Who would think that they could understand the Creator of the universe.

As humans, we can't grasp the concepts of eternity. We are only familiar with "Beginning and End" and "Start and Stop," not forever and ever and ever.

I've found out that this can frighten people. Living an eternal life in Heaven... I understand, it does sound crazy. But, as stated in the bible, fear is the beginning of wisdom.

So don't stress yourself out trying to understand God and eternity. We were never challenged to do so, except maybe by skeptics. But don't worry about them... they're just mad because God doesn't resolve. And that's fine, just fine fine fine.

From What I've Heard...

>> It's a cult, or a sect or something...
>>No, it's just a few scientists who are planning to "escape" the Rapture...
>>And they're off to Mars?
>>Can you believe it?
>>How funny!
>>But the weird thing is...
>>Is that they believe in God, but they know that they don't want to go to Heaven...huh?
>>Yea, so they're going to "escape" when Jesus returns.
>> Man oh man... they believe the prophecy in the Bible, but they don't want to worship anything because they're super smart scientists. They don't need Him?
>>They need Him alright.
>>It's just insane!!!
>>Explain...
>>These scientists, or whatever they are, are developing these structures and things in order to successfully colonize Mars, because they don't want be on Earth during the Tribulation... It blows my mind...
>>Indeed... and here's something else: They know that the believers will be taken to Heaven.
>>So they just don't want to... I guess what I'm trying to say is Why don't THEY want to go to Heaven? I mean the rapture is a good thing for people who believe, and if they believe that Jesus IS coming, why don't they want to go?
>>Well maybe they want to stay here for business matters... I don't know, I never got the chance to ask them.
>>Business matters... maybe they know that they will be judged for placing business before God.
>>Yea and that's why they don't want to go so soon, right?
>>That's like asking the utility company to send your next bill in four more months.
>>Or asking your mom to give you ten more minutes before she gives you a swat.
>>Ha Ha. The judgement will still be waiting, and they should know that they won't live forever.
>>They should. I guess we'll just see what happens.
>>That's all pretty interesting.
>>It is.
>>So they're where? In a desert in southern Arizona?
>>Something like that. They've got this glass dome built, and they're growing plants for their food and oxygen. They even invented these code words for certain things.
>>Like their own language?
>>Basically.
>>And they wear jumpsuits?
>>Yea, red jumpsuits.
>>And they get offended if someone calls them sectaries...
>>Maybe they think God won't find them if they blend in with Mars.
>>I need to meet these guys.
>>Yea, they sound interesting...

A Perspective on Death: Part 1

on Apr 10, 2009

Death doesn't scare me too much. It's knowing that I'm going to Heaven that alleviates the fear. But, the way I might die is what gives me the creeps.
But I try not to think about it too much. I just try to remember a few things which tend to settle my nerves about death:

1. This world isn't Heaven. Who would want to be here for eternity??

2. Thank God that we die and go somewhere else... What a relief.

3. And, as mentioned in Part 1, Death is the only thing keeping me from Heaven.

I might acquire some kind of terminal illness and die... I might get in a car wreck and die... I might even be in some kind of freak accident involving tanning beds and slushies, which would result in a closed-casket funeral... But however I may die won't matter. What will matter is how I fulfilled my purpose during my lifetime [that's what God will care about anyway].








A Perspective on Death: Part 2


We hear about these terrible tragedies involving death, and we wonder why God doesn't do anything about it. One would hope that if God loves each of us unconditionally, he would protect us from all harm and keep us from experiencing horrible deaths...

Here's a story:

I was about five years old when my mom had her 3rd child, Emily. I don't remember too much about her, except that Mom had told us to watch over her because she was a special baby: she was born with Down Syndrome. Sadly, she passed away a few months after her birth. I still remember Mom walking out on the front porch to scream out at anyone who would hear her.

It's usually when someone suffers through the loss of a loved one that causes them to ask why God would allow something so devastating to happen. I remember asking my mom why God had let Emily die. I would wonder to myself, "Was Mom being punished for something?" or "...maybe he let her die because I did something bad." I never considered the possibility that it wasn't God's fault.
Even though God sees each of us as a special work of art, our deaths do cause him pain. Keep in mind that God has seen it all, every death (even the gorey ones). And That makes him the judge of what gives us pain from the loss of a loved one, or even hearing about a sad tragedy involving someone who didn't deserve to die.
As we live our lives in this broken world, we need to realize that death is common. We shouldn't fear death, but look forward to it, as it is the only thing keeping us from Heaven.

I get the atheist.

on Apr 3, 2009


I understand why someone would have a hard time believing in God. Believing can be rough, especially during these times. Most atheists I know don't believe because they see negative images of those who do. Others are uncomfortable with God, and just can't see themselves as having a good relationship with Him.
The world isn't great. There's too much suffering and not enough happiness. People may say, "Where is God in all of the starvation, the homicide, and every other terrible thing?" But people need to remember: the world was always like this, ever since the fall of man. And if there was no suffering on Earth, and if it was all just perfect, then what would the point be to look forward to going to Heaven after death?
Would a Christian spend his weekends kidnapping children? I realize the fact that some people who claim to be Christians can prove themselves to be capable of terrible things. Some people believe that Christians are illogical. Many atheists became atheists because they received a negative image of the Church. So for the Christians who are actually serial killers and rapists, realize this: They aren't Christians!!
People shouldn't feel pressured by religion. God is there for you, for whatever you decide for yourself. You should see God as someone to talk to, to lean on, to comfort you. There isn't a certain way to talk to Him, or a certain way to go about your day in order to please Him. Once you decide to believe, everything that you feel, do, and live out is between you and God.
I've practiced solidarity with those who are turned away from God by the church. Sometimes, churches are institutionalized, which takes away the comforting feeling from receiving the knowledge of a sermon. Some people even feel mild exploitation, or just feel like they're being gawked at for being an "outsider" in the church. I've also shared some words with atheists who were turned away from Christianity because of all of the competition between churches. Like churches that have visions of becoming the largest church in town, or recruiting the most members. That's not what church is about. It just makes it all unwelcoming. But remember: You don't have to go to church to be a Christian. It doesn't turn you into a better person. You are the one who knows how you like to receive your daily bread, and only you know the way you want to worship.
I have two friends who have both told me that they feel that they need some kind of awakening in order to believe in God. It's kind of like an individual quest amongst themselves. But I feel that I have a role in what they're going through. I see myself as someone who can guide them through their struggle, and answer some of the questions that they may have.
I'm not someone who pushes things on to people. I'm here for guidance and help and to pray for those who are going through an atheistic struggle, whatever the reason may be. So ponder this stuff...

What I believe in a [nutshell]


I don't consider myself as a "type" of Christian. I see myself as a follower of Christ, created by God, and a messenger of good news. I live by the central message of Christianity:
1. Man Sinned against God (you know, the whole forbidden fruit incident and other immoral deeds conducted by humans after that)
2. Man fell to suffering, to pain, to everything unholy because of the rebellion against God.
3. God gracefully gave the sinful world over to a man, the son of God himself, Jesus Christ.
4. Jesus (a sinless man) died for us, so that we wouldn't have to.
5. If we ask for forgiveness for our sins, God will forgive us. We must also realize and accept Jesus as the One who rescued us, and ask Him into our heart so that we may have eternal life.
That's it. I'll let you know that I'm glad to be able to share this. I also plan to redeem the image of my faith to people who have misconceptions about it. This [right here] is a step for living a life for the Lord.

Internal Dilemma?

on Mar 30, 2009


There's too much oblivion in the community of the world, and I feel like my mind has been claimed by it. For a while I didn't see what was so wrong with it. We gripe about the government (as we always have). We blame global disasters on one another (nothing new there). But there's something that we always deal with, but do nothing about: We are always deceived by some fallacy. This a fact we can't escape, so we pretty much welcome it.
But I'm having an internal dilemma, I guess.
I don't want to accept living in oblivion... I don't want to be a victim of it any longer. But there isn't much I can do about it for now.
At least I've realized a few things. I've realized how much our ethics change over the decades, how hypocritical everyone can be, and how worse it will all become. But because of these realizations (more like awakenings), I plan to change. I plan to grow further in my spirituality, recognize deception, and to witness many other awakenings. I'll let you know how it goes...

It's pretty not-so-basic...

on Mar 28, 2009


I have a few reasons why I decided to make this blog, but I won't get into that... I'll just say it's something I needed to do.
So here's my LIGHT shining before you in this bloggy way.
And here's some SALT to go with it--> to preserve and maintain a few things that some people should know...