Internal Dilemma?

There's too much oblivion in the community of the world, and I feel like my mind has been claimed by it. For a while I didn't see what was so wrong with it. We gripe about the government (as we always have). We blame global disasters on one another (nothing new there). But there's something that we always deal with, but do nothing about: We are always deceived by some fallacy. This a fact we can't escape, so we pretty much welcome it.

But I'm having an internal dilemma, I guess.

I don't want to accept living in oblivion... I don't want to be a victim of it any longer. But there isn't much I can do about it for now.

At least I've realized a few things. I've realized how much our ethics change over the decades, how hypocritical everyone can be, and how worse it will all become. But because of these realizations (more like awakenings), I plan to change. I plan to grow further in my spirituality, recognize deception, and to witness many other awakenings. I'll let you know how it goes...